I cannot remember where my love of mountains began. Early childhood experiences, people met, opportunities afforded, decisions hardly recalled, who knows? My mountaineering aspirations were born among such scarcely realized influences. They developed as I extended my boundaries and mountain experiences.
Thus did the 4807 metres of snow and ice that is Mont Blanc fill my horizon with a burning desire to stand on its summit.
Its
position on the western boundary of the European Alps, with its
complicated topography, attracts its own weather. In the dreamy
Alpine hamlets all can be calm, while the summit peak can be gripped
in a maelstrom of wind, spindrift and ice. Mont Blanc can be serene
and beautiful, it can be an awesome, deadly killer, whatever its mood
it demands respect.
A
hot day in late August 1988 found me by the shore of Lac Leman,
Geneva, gazing transfixed past its spectacular water fountain, to
the distant horizon where the massive gleaming white pyramid that is
Mont Blanc shimmered in the sun and seemed suspended above the earth.
Would I really stand atop that lofty pedestal, why would I want to?
Why can be difficult to explain, perhaps understanding dilutes the
desire.
mont blanc towers over chamonix |
The
weather in the Chamonix valley is foul and not boding well when I
team up with my two colleagues. We snatch the ‘Petit Aguille
Verte’, then after some serious knee breaking work on the Merdis
Glas followed by a late afternoon in front of tumble dryers, we are
dry enough to consider our next option, a choice of play low and go
home or take advantage of a wee hole in the weather coming up the
next day. Our lack of acclimatisation stacked against our success. We
opt to take advantage of the weather break. What would you have done?
A
fitful sleep, to the accompaniment of a severe electrical storm
complete with heavenly pyrotechnic display and rolling percussion
hardly fills me with confidence. In the morning I peek out to a
clear, if windy morning. Mont Blanc’s head is coyly hiding beneath
a billowing raiment of white silk.
Rucksack
repacked for the umpteenth time, then, past the long winding tourist
queue, into the Aguille du Midi cable car. After a short, speedy
ascent, we alight at the half way station and watch the remaining
passengers swing and sway, ever upward, to their summit for the day.
My
colleagues and I are soon crossing our first small area of glacier.
Quite a tame stretch of ice, giving no clue as to the shock we are
about to experience as we leave it. A simple ascent across broken
ground is followed by a scramble through steep rock. We then gingerly
pick our way along a narrow ledge under a towering buttress and as we
round a corner our gaze is exposed to the first real obstacle of our
journey, the Bossons Glacier.
super dangereux |
Then
we are on the glacier, a spectacular potpourri of twisted, shattered
ice and towering seracs. Every few minutes we hear the sound of some
serac or other huge ice monument crashing onto the glacier or down a
crevasse, not the most reassuring sound, however spectacular. Roped
and crampon footed we gingerly turn and twist over knife edged ice
bridges perched above another pitch black, seemingly bottomless,
crevasse, like some wide mouthed creatures awaiting a stumble. We
encounter a well equipped party who are retreating from this
precarious place, warning us of ‘Super Dangereux’ crevasses, we
press on. Our passage is interrupted momentarily and we watch
helplessly, for what seems an eternity, as an avalanche directly
above us booms out a warning and careers headlong towards us, only to
crash behind a distant fold and never reappear.
refuge des grand mulets (from a postcard) |
Boots discarded we settle in and take on board sustenance, in the form of bread, cheese and chocolate, washed down by copious quantities of warm tea. An afternoon of lazing about on sun drenched rocks follows. At 6.30pm we are summoned to partake of the communal meal, prepared by the Guardian of the Refuge. Choice is limited to, ‘take it’ or don’t eat. There followed a hot, greasy stew of questionable origin. Well, not so questionable really, does anybody remember ‘Shergar’’?
The
day concludes in spectacular fashion, with the sun settling down over
the jagged silhouettes of a thousand peaks. Its dying embers wash the
sky from crimson, through countless hues to a golden finale. I crawl
onto my allotted space on the ‘open plan’ communal shelf and
curl-up into my individual hairy blanket. I fall asleep, tired and
expectant.
Our cheery Nepalese assistant guardian arouses us from my slumbers at 1.00am. A cold breakfast of lukewarm tea, hard bread and jam follows. We then fumble about in the glow of our head torches and rope up for the day. A quick descent through steep, ice-covered rocks, a brief stop to don crampons, then onto the glacier and away.
Our cheery Nepalese assistant guardian arouses us from my slumbers at 1.00am. A cold breakfast of lukewarm tea, hard bread and jam follows. We then fumble about in the glow of our head torches and rope up for the day. A quick descent through steep, ice-covered rocks, a brief stop to don crampons, then onto the glacier and away.
The
inky black sky is encrusted with shimmering diamonds with full moon
beaming its silver smile on us. So bright that it’s reflected light
on the vast White Mountain allows us to conserve our head torch
batteries.
We
crunch our way over the ever-steepening glacier, avoiding black
chasms where we can and crossing them when we must. Our meandering
ascent takes us under high beetling ice covered buttresses and a
fresh covering of snow requires trail breaking and a steady rhythm.
It is not long before the predicted altitude sickness overtakes the
party and we go very quiet as we try to walk through it, quiet that
is, apart from the noisy retching and groaning. I look behind and the
distant twinkling lights of Chamonix turn my thoughts to cosy beds
and warm duvets.
vallot refuge |
It had settled into a cold, clear, windy day at our altitude, while far below the valleys were filled with white cotton wool.
Our spirits are high as we traverse the narrowing icy ridges that lead to the summit. Then, there it is, the summit of Mont Blanc, a few hundred feet up a narrow two foot wide strip of ice, with mind blowing drops down either flank into Italy on one side and France the other.
Above
our position a duet of climbers get into trouble. Both slither
slowly, imperceptibly gathering speed, disaster looms. We look on in
helpless disbelief. The lower of the sliding pair affects an ice axe
arrest and stops; his roped companion hurtles past, in the general
direction of Chamonix. We gape and for a few short seconds, which
seem endless, the drama unfolds. A thin lifeline of rope snakes out
to its full extent, goes taut and the descending German is yanked to
an unceremonious halt. As we move forward and watch he gets to his
feet, smiles, shrugs his shoulders and applauds his companion. A
reasonable response. We speak to them and all appears in order so we
push on. Was that a reminder by the mountain to take it seriously?
We
are soon over the final ridge and onto the summit of Western Europe.
A military jet rises from our left, up the French flank, in a
vertical climb, spins over our heads in a victory roll before
plunging down the Italian side. Am I so important, or was it just a
coincidence.
I
stand on the summit amidst a mixture of emotions, elation probably
uppermost, as through tear filled eyes I try to make out some of the
other great mountains that are thrusting out of the Alps massif. The
Matterhorn, Dent Blanch, Monta Rosa and more, wow!
the summit party |
Then
it was time to get out of there before it changed its mind. A thought
supported by our guide, Roger Payne, who said, 'hurry up and get your
photographs then let's get down before the bastard kills us!'
The
accursed mountain had briefly let down its guard and allowed me the
privilege of standing on its summit; many have not been so lucky. It
can be a lonely, frightening and unforgiving place; but maybe that’s
where the fun is.
roger belays one of our party across a tricky snow bridge |
I was a client of Roger's on
that trip, not a real mountaineer, I would never call myself that.
Client, mountaineer, it did not to matter to Roger one little bit,
he had such an enthusiasm for life and an understanding of people
that his whole being simply radiated friendship and whilst hardly
knowing him, he made me feel special, he made me feel I could be a
mountaineer, he made me feel that we were friends and despite our
seriously short history together I have always regarded him as a
friend.
Roger Payne was indestructible, his love of life brimmed over, he was the real deal. He gave so much in a world where most cannot give for taking.
I will never forget you Roger, you will never understand what you did for me.
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